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Postby Cyrus_Soulfire » Wed Jun 16, 2004 5:03 pm

Ok, I noticed that I had a few threads here, so I thought I'd just combine them.

However, instread of posting old stuff first I'm going to post the newest thing first.

It's a picture of an old Fan Fic character. (And I still can't draw either :P )
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Cervius: A hero to his town. A patient fellow who loves to pull pranks. Cares for his younger brother. However... has a past that he can not forgive himself for.

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Postby Cyrus_Soulfire » Wed Jun 16, 2004 5:04 pm

This person does not have a name, but if I had to come up with one... then It'd be Meramirice. (Melfice/Mellinia/Ramirez tribrid character)

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Cervius: A hero to his town. A patient fellow who loves to pull pranks. Cares for his younger brother. However... has a past that he can not forgive himself for.

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Postby Cyrus_Soulfire » Wed Jun 16, 2004 5:08 pm

Poems/Songs (Old)



The Red Line


I'm lost
when losing is just the beginning
I hate
when I fear what I am looking for
I love
when I don't know how to understand
what does
what does these riddles even mean now?

The red line goes on forever
same things only repeat over
when anything starts to confuse me
yet I then can not even see

I'm lost
when losing is just the beginning
I hate
when I fear what I am looking for
I love
when I don't know how to understand
what then
when will these riddles make any sense?

The red line goes on forever
same things only repeat over
when anything starts to confuse me
yet I then can not even see

Help
help me
help
help me
right now

I fall on my knees in my tears
desperate I will disappear
say what you want now I don’t care
this was just never very fair

I am what I am
I am what I want to be
I did not say anything to you
just go away

The red line goes on forever
same things only repeat over
when anything starts to confuse me
yet I then can not even see

The red line goes on forever
same things only repeat over

The red line goes on forever
same things only repeat over

The red line goes on forever...



Help


The darkness increases
though I feel empty
I will always be blind
though I feel empty
I will not find my path

I can't see the light
I can't see the light
I won't see it
I can't see the light
falling down blind
standing up, help

Death en-coils around
though I am empty
sinking in unaware
though I am empty
I fall short of my goal

I can't see the light
I can't see the light
I won't see it
I can't see the light
falling down blind
standing up, help

How does this happen
I am so unaware
why I fall short right now
I am so unaware
what will start from here

The darkness increases
I will always be blind
I will not find my path
death en-coils around
sinking in unaware
I fall short of my goal
why does this happen
will I fall short right now
what can start from this

I can't see the light
I can't see the light
I won't see it
I can't see the light
falling down blind
standing up


Life


Once upon a time I had loved you
but as time goes by I realized
that I won't be able to be there
to love you like I had wanted to

What would life be with you
what would life be like now
what would life offer me
I can't escape you now
you're always in my thoughts

I don't understand why I'm not there
why we have been seperated now
thanks to the world being stubborn
we can't share our feelings anymore

What would life be with you
what would life be like now
what would life offer me
I can't escape you now
you're always in my thoughts

What would life be with you
what would life be like now
what would life offer me
I can't escape you now
you're always in my thoughts


Reflection



My life is a reflection
starring right back at me
with eyes ever so watching
what I do and what I don't
eyes peering over my back
making me feel discomfort

They all know what I do
they all see what I do
they all hide away from
they all judge who I'm not
they won't leave me alone

I'm being watched everywhere
not getting a seconds rest
I am being driven insane
with these things that come to mind
not being able to think
and now I am on the brink

They all know what I do
they all see what I do
they all hide away from
they all judge who I'm not
they won't leave me alone

My reflection stares back at me
knowing the same things I do
nor I will not live with myself
because of what I have done now

They all know what I do
they all see what I do
they all hide away from
they all judge who I'm not
they won't leave me alone

They all know what I do
they all see what I do
they all hide away from
they all judge who I'm not
they won't leave me alone

I am going insane!


Experimental Suicide


I just wanted to love you afore,
but now you don’t adore anymore,
you and your philosophical ways only seem to turn me down again,
I lost interest in you long ago,

It is good to know the feeling was once again mutual,
just because I had it,
doesn’t mean we’ll have anything anymore,

Relationships are so largesse,
where you give unto the other without regret,
can’t stand them because they give you a lack of nourishment,
as one breaks up another one starts,
leaving the pain to the person who only wanted to stay away,

Hatred has thus begun,
as one now gets jealous, the other one turns,
without the hesitation of the love that was once there for one another,

Suicidal thoughts now enter the mind,
of the poor fool who had been left behind,
after all, what can you do?
Besides draw your own blood and watch your life go away.


Identity Crisis


(Verse 1)

I have lost myself to reality,
losing all thoughts I thought when I begun,
it makes no sense when I lay here,
when individuality is gone,

(Chorus)

I do what society tells me to,
knowing that I will be forgotten so,
it just doesn’t matter what I can do,
I just want to get out of here and go,

(Verse 2)

I feel so helpless when no one listens,
it drives me crazy when nobody cares,
making me feel like I do not belong,
welcome to my identity nightmare,

(Chorus)

I do what society tells me to,
knowing that I will be forgotten so,
it just doesn’t matter what I can do,
I just want to get out of here and go,

(Verse 3)

It is so unfair just to be labeled,
before someone gets to know you,
placing everything they believe in,
to be true and for you to uphold it,

(Alternate Chorus)

I just do not care what anyone thinks,
thinking about it drives me insane,
Tell me what you think, just ‘cause I don’t care,
now it isn’t going to matter, so go


Writer's Block



Writer's block,
it's just to hard to think,
when you can't,
hitting the next letter,
hoping that,
something appears in there,

Sometimes I just can't think,
I don't have it right now,
but may in the future,
it'll be annoying,
when it does come around,
Everyone who has it,
I hope it goes away,
writing it's what we do,
so let's all write right now,
maybe it will leave us,
to be gone forever,
the case of writer's block,
gone here and now, goodbye.
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Cervius: A hero to his town. A patient fellow who loves to pull pranks. Cares for his younger brother. However... has a past that he can not forgive himself for.

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Postby Cyrus_Soulfire » Wed Jun 16, 2004 5:12 pm

Prolouge - First Commander



The sun sets casting red across the battle field. The army of Magnus stretched past were the eye could see. Nothing but grunts could be heard for miles. This was truly the end for the Rusmier Kingdom.

“Rebius, I think this is the end.â€
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Postby Tia » Wed Jun 16, 2004 9:28 pm

The drawing isn't bad at all :D. I don't know what your age is and how much drawing experience you have, but this is really a nice piece ^^.

*too tired too read all that text :D will read it tomorrow or so ^^*

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Postby Cyrus_Soulfire » Wed Jun 16, 2004 9:47 pm

Tia wrote:The drawing isn't bad at all :D. I don't know what your age is and how much drawing experience you have, but this is really a nice piece ^^.


20 years old, no experience, but desperatly want to know how to draw really well. ^_^;;



*too tired too read all that text :D will read it tomorrow or so ^^*


what country do you live in? o.O
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Postby Tia » Wed Jun 16, 2004 9:52 pm

The Netherlands... it's 23.49 ^^; so past sleepy time :).

as for the drawing, try to look at other artists works. There are many tutorials online ^^. I learned it all by myself, but I'm drawing almost 10 years :D, and almost 2 years manga-ish ^^. I hope these tips are usefull to ya :).

If you want to draw manga like go to

http://www.howtodrawmanga.com/tutorial/tutorial.html

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Postby Cyrus_Soulfire » Wed Jun 16, 2004 10:01 pm

Tia wrote:The Netherlands... it's 23.49 ^^; so past sleepy time :).


That's only almost midnight :shock:

(But then again I do stay up really late >>'')

Tia wrote:as for the drawing, try to look at other artists works. There are many tutorials online ^^. I learned it all by myself, but I'm drawing almost 10 years :D, and almost 2 years manga-ish ^^. I hope these tips are usefull to ya :).

If you want to draw manga like go to

http://www.howtodrawmanga.com/tutorial/tutorial.html


Sweet thanks ^_^

(Actually that was drawn like... nearly a year ago :shock: Wow... were does the time fly by?)

I'm actually working on a hand drawn title screen of what I'd hope to see what my fan fiction cover to look like ^_^;; (I'm about 20%done though =\)
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Postby lufiamanaelf » Sat Jul 03, 2004 12:21 am

I gotta site neondragonart.com not only are there some really good tutorials there, but there are a ton of links.


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